Today I have big plans. I have already began the plan - I slept in a little bit. Made my coffee and toast and am blogging. Next I will light my candles, make a To Do list, and get to work. One thing on my To Do list is to REfocus on this body of mine.
March-July, I lived a healthy life of great diet, taking my vitamins and drinking loads of water. I even took it to the next level by tryng things like Dandelion Tea. AND I stretched and tried to exercise. ( I DESPISE exercise). Then after 7/4 I completely stopped...I don't know why...but I did. So I am back to where I was. And that place goes like this...
Pants too tight....even underwear seems to be a burden...eating horrible foods..puffy face...not enough water....guilt, shame, exhaustion. Well, a girl can bitch or a girl can work. So, I am BACK in the game as of today.
Another thing on my To Do list is to gut/clean/purge. I do this about 3 times a year...and back to school is definitely one of them. I start to feel like if I can't get my physical space in order, I can't get ANYTHING in order. There are a million of things I wish I COULD do that would definitely help but I can't....like pulling up the carper in the living room b/c of horrible stains I can't keep my eyes off. Or knocking down walls in the mud room to make a more efficient space. Even the mis-matched desk to book shelf is making me insane. I am not OCD - for the most part, I really am not. But every once in a while, I can take it no longer. And I am here.
I will also look at the calender, schedules, lists, groceries.
I WILL be organized. I WILL start tomorrow focused and energized.
I WILL love every moment of the Bears game and The Emmy's.
THIS will be a great day!
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